KAAY

5th May 2012

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What it was like?

Do you remember when you use to be so in love that it was so hard for you to separate from one another? When you were so happy all you wanted to do was yell to the world just how happy you were and let them know who was making you feel that way? Do you remember when he use to look at you only with that stare? How one look and smile from him would use to make your heart melt? Do you remember when you use to talk on the phone and laugh like there was no tomorrow because you felt so complete? Do you remember what it was like? When you were happy?

One drastic incident is all it takes to lose ones trust. And no matter how hard you work at it, it will never be the same. You will never look at that same person all over again. All that happiness you use to feel? Yeah, that’s all gone. Now you’re feeling a different kind of happiness. It’s content. You’re settling. But why should you settle for less when things are no longer the same? No matter what you do, you won’t be laughing the same way. You wouldn’t be looking at him the same way without that wrong they’ve done towards you being an eye sore. What use to make you both so happy is not the one thing you constantly fight about? Why? If you’re not happy, why not leave? Why stay and be miserable in the hope of things will get better? What if it wasn’t meant to work out? Who are you staying for? Are you staying for you because he makes you happy or is it just because you’re so use to the idea of having him around? Spare yourself the hurt from the constant fights and leave what’s hurting you. If it was meant to be yours, it wouldn’t hurt so much for you to keep it. All that that means is that fate is telling you to let go for something better along the way. Stop holding on to yesterday and move towards tomorrow. Live today happily and not wallow in self misery. You don’t need that.